Sometimes at night I suddenly become aware of all the things I’m missing out on right now, and all the people who I’m not close to anymore, and all of the good times that will never happen again, and all the people who meant the world to me who have forgotten about me forever, and I get this awful feeling that’s kind of like a mix between loneliness and nostalgia.
amoying: im only attracted to people who aren’t attracted to me
oddtitties: noteverysmileisrealxo: feistily: I’m scared to grow up. what if I end up alone. what if my career choice plummets. what if all my friends are happily employed and in relationships. what if no one wants me. I don’t want to grow up. i think about this almost everyday. I think about this every single day
britney-cheers: do you ever just cry bc you’re not at worlds
pretending like you don’t care really does turn around to bite you in the ass I thought that maybe if I pretended I didn’t care that I wouldn’t get hurt … I was wrong. it seems only to hurt more now .. :/ it didn’t bother me at first this who break thing .. but for some reason it’s really starting to get to me, I always catch myself thinking about you, and...
sadhag: you are allowed to terminate toxic relationships you are allowed to walk away from people who hurt you you are allowed to be angry and selfish and unforgiving you don’t owe anyone an explanation for taking care of yourself
wove: IT JUST KNOCKS THE OTHER ONES OVER IM LAUGHING SO HARD
Those cheer moments...
cheer-moments: When I get home from anything cheer related and I’m like
im really jealous of people who can accept themselves and be confident and actually like how they look because it fucking kills me looking in the mirror and just wanting to cry and crumble into little pieces
do you ever stop and realize that people probably discuss you from time to time when you aren’t around to witness it not even in a specifically positive or negative way just like people mention you, or think of you, you occur to people sometimes thats the most unnerving thing that i can think of, thats so weird, that i exist to people when im not even interacting with them
stuff i say while competing
Opening motions: stay-fucking-tight
Opening tumbling: where's dat inhaler
First stunt: you better hit I'm not holding you up there for nothing!
Jumps: curse you long legs
Baskets: oooooh there she goes, shit shit shes coming back she's coming back
Tumbling: be prepared to die.
One mans: hey flyer I'm holding you by myself
Pyramid: y'all better hit your shit because mine is solid as a rock
Dance: twerk. twerk. fierce. wink. motions. seat roll. smile. lift someone up. twerk. twerk. pose.
“cool jeans,” i tell a cute boy little did he know that i actually talking about his genes because those chromosomes have combined beautifully ay papi
why you should always use your legs to catch a...
cheerandtumble: hit-pull-stick-smile: oldercheerleaders: What base HASN’T done something like this? that’s how my base partners tooth broke off